Chapter 1973 Compromising Desires:>4
- At first, these gestures made me uncomfortable. On the one hand, I couldn't miss her affections and I welcomed them greedily. Yet I also feared that this was inappropriate, that Sarah would be offended and hurt that I was allowing Aubrey to flirt with me so obviously. I worried that this was too close to letting our fantasies bleed into reality. However, I noticed Sarah didn't mind. Catching my attention, I would see her give me knowing smirk and a raised eyebrow. I knew that look was a saucy one that indicated she was going to give me a hard time about it later, but I would certainly enjoy it.
- I was correct in my discernment. As these meetings continued, I was rewarded later in those same evenings with Sarah teasing me about them. She would feign annoyance and anger; accusing me of either being naïve to Aubrey's flirting or too weak and horny to resist them. I say she feigned these feelings because there was always an element of playfulness and knowing when she did it, especially as these occurrences repeated. However, I was pretty sure that there was some element of truth to those feelings; she probably felt some jealousy and envy. Whatever the case, these arguments stimulated both of us and the sex was aggressive and hot.
- This went on for a month or so, with me having a chance to see Aubrey about once a week. As Sarah's friendship grew, I had to wonder how much they talked about me and what secrets were told. Sarah was tight-lipped about this, only occasionally hinting that their conversations were sometimes sexual in nature. I was both embarrassed and aroused by this. The idea that Aubrey might know what I was like in bed and what kinks turned me on was a stimulating one.